Done

Uh-huh.. it's over, exams are finally horribly never ever coming back anytime soon again.

And it's not good.. school days have officially ended after these 2 dreadful years of uni life. God knows many things changed ever since last winter.

Just then, hours back, all these grown up yet little kids were still teasing and fooling around on campus.

Reality hit her when she was on that east bound train home to small peaceful Simei.

She didn't have her iPod, she finished reading that little red book, she had no one to talk to. Her friends were gone, she starting thinking.

Those thoughts, she says, are unhealthy. Where will it lead to from here? What will she become? Is school really over? Is she never ever gona go back to school like what she's been doing all these while?

They made her unsure, they made her a happy girl not.

Again, the reluctance to moving on, the creepy sense of lost.