Monday, June 16, 2008

Inadequacy

Thank y'all for helping me see.

Thank y'all who were not there for me.

My life's disappointment comes from those I never wish from.

Wonder, I sometimes, what are expectations of me.

I get tired sometimes putting up that smile.

That smile doesn't proof I've no ups and downs.

I guess y'all never understand my inner struggle till y'all see me crumble and fall.

1 Comments:

Blogger Dot said...

I'm saddened by comments so insensitive.

Unappreciated, unsupported, the feeling totally eats me. If you did not know how difficult I have been feeling, the least you could was to keep unnecessary comments to yourself.

I don't know why am I burden to bring money back. I don't know why am I to feel so fucked and work and there u are feeling fucked too with a skip in ur 4D bets. I don't know either why am I trying to protect your life, and you just making me so suffocated.

When will I not be alone no more and receive some of all your generous support.

When will you all not supress me and let me do what I really like. When will you all stop telling me what's not right, and help me find the right.

If I were to describe how I feel, I say I have been locked in a little room by my closest ones, and set on fire. :)

7:55 PM  

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