Fail, You Said She Never

Affirmation of life, she sworn by simplicity of life, achieving true emancipation away from our soap opera of never ending wants.

Why do we bond ourselves so miserably to fame, to monetary values, to constant struggle and friction in this ruthless world to prove your prominence as alpha one?

We, those of whom stuck nowhere, rage on the route of ‘ME’. We forgot to breathe properly neither did we realize it’s all right to fail, no matter how badly. We simply forgot about life, all around us.

‘You speak so simply cause you’ve never fail!’ Someone told her so simply. Rash it was a statement. A fight to clarify in proving wrong of that statement, she believes in, not.

Fail? Who is to say if she did?

Those few graded scores caused her test paper torn and almost burnt. She didn’t fail her paper, she just scored a near 90 and she just didn’t please her mentor well enough. A girl who pulled through just almost a decade of her life fought to prevent her paper from turning into ash. She could only scream in tears and collect what is left in pieces and tape them back. She could only tell her teacher, the paper was not signed because her mentor was busy. She could only lower her head embarrassingly when handing back that horribly taped set of papers when all eyes seemed so questioning, she told herself the little kids at home torn it, but who is she kidding? She didn’t fail? She learnt.

So what is it in the middle of the night when your bulk of school assignment is yet to be finished but you just have to iron neat those little tedious pieces of uniform? And what is it like when someone so harshly sarcastic asks ‘What’s the point of wearing clothes so neat yet school’s not doing well?’ She could only ignore, get her work done, get herself together and walk off. She didn’t fail? She learnt.

So what if you put in all your mighty effort and praises came from all over, but results just won’t recognize you because of something unrelated to you? She didn’t fail? She learnt.

Who doesn’t want to live life the way everybody wants? Who doesn’t want a life full of praises? Who doesn’t what a life without hurdles? Just who doesn’t?

She accepts her life, she appreciates her journey. So you say she never fail, so she never for she turns the table around. She only been through some tough times, and she appreciates them for happening because she learnt.

No matter how mean and tough, there’s a story for you to look back, a diary of your ups and downs. Why harp on something that’s proven to not work your way?

You change, you adapt, you learn.