Me

How did we go about these 6 months... pondering, 'I' still am.

'I', am putting it to context. 'I', am in an impulsive, reflective mood of just me, my past, and why.

I buzz off in a relationship so ambiguous, I had no idea.

It was a process so raw, I experienced pleasure, I suffered torment.

This route no one ever believe I made, but I did, and it will be exquisitely treasured.

There's so many details of joy and pain I'm dreadfully clinging onto.

Details that came and dissolve with time.

Because I feel, I fear,

Because I read, I get reassured.

Because I am nobody, just a manipulated little me.